I always tell Easy E that after intermission of a musical the first number is fluff. Nothing too heavy, something meant to ease you back in, nothing that drives the plot forward all that much. That’s what this post is today. After a very long intermission I needed to come back and restart the show, however, for some reason, the longer I wait to do something the harder it becomes to officially restart.
To tell you the truth it is something I’ve struggled with my entire life, and continue to work at. If I would go a few weeks without calling someone I know I should have, I’d just stop calling altogether. If I forgot to send a thank you to someone who sent me a nice gift or gesture and too much time passed, I’d find I’d stop calling to avoid the awkward conversation. If I missed a bill and needed to call to reverse a fee, I avoid it at all costs even though no one else cares at all.When life got a little tough and I stopped blogging, it got harder to log in, even when I had no one to answer to.
In a life aimed at self improvement I’ve spent the last year trying to get back to being me. And in 95 percent of my life I’ve gotten there. The last five percent I’m still working on, but maybe we can figure that out here together. This is the first step of the last hurdle.
Grace. Not perfection. I’m not perfect, but I’m here. Enjoy the rest of the show.